Assalamualaikum ,
Now this blog have be like a diary for me , yeahh , for me writing my feeling in diary will make me to forget all the feeling , its like past is past :)
Nahhh , I'm a newcomer in the class , and there is only 5 boys inda class , yeahhh , why I'm only saw the boys ? Bcoz girl is too many in my faculty , and boy is rare , for me 5 is a big number compared to other classes .
The first time I'm going in the class , no one greet me , they just look and me and like 'ohh yeah that's the newcomer , just let she being there , no need to greet , she know what to do '
source : Google
Ohhh yehhh like hell , my big dream and fantasy the night before going to class is like when I open the door. , all stand up and greed me with big smile , and ask my name and so whatever , dangggg its just my fantasy , although I thought my fantasy is normal ,just like a normal old classmate should do when they have a newcomer rite ?
Yeahhh whatever , I talk to myself 'fyna just forget it , no friend does not mean you will die right ? You still can survive'
And I go to the empty desk at the back of the class , and just sit like nothing happen , thennnnn one girl with freehair asking my name , at that time I was like 'oh God thanks , at least she saw me , I thought at first I'm to transparent that they cannot see me'
'Just call me Fyna , hby ?'
'I'm flora , nice to know you , sorry cause this class is abit dry heee'
'Ohh its ok , I will be used with it'
Actually there are 3 more newcomer , I think they also have thought like me , heee
As majority of the class not talk to us , 4 of us just connect the desk together at the back of the class and only talk with each other like we do in our old class which is more havoc !
Its totally different , I meant the situation , in our old class , all of us are girl and when there is no tutor , we will gossping and chatering , but in this new class , which is obv more clever than us , or I think 'nerd' , they reading book ! READING BOOK
Look how nerd they are , its like they do not have any strong bond with old classmate too , nahhh its our job , I mean 4 newcomers job too change them muehehehehe
source : Google
Suddenly , the door is open harshly , at first I thougt its our tutor , but hell , who ever know ? Its my new classmate ! Woahhh he is too cute and have nice hairstyle that make me melting , I've found my new crush ! His name is ..................................... , just look at her name , its too cute .
But my feeling is true , he have many girlfriend , but I never know if they are special gf or what ,
I don't know why I'm alwayss felt with popular guy among girl ,
Everyday I will take a peek to see him , its like one day without see him , I will not energized hehe
But its too awkward as I'm to shy to talk with boy , but one day she call my name 'shafrina'
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U know what ?! I'm just like wannnt to lay on the road and let the truck hit me , and let my soul fly , hahaha what a sarcasm fantasy
Ohhh wait ! He knows my name ? When did he knew it , how he knew it ?
Is he stalking me too
Hahahha yeahhh I know I'm too overxcited
Thenn
'Yes ? '
'Today have test or not ?'
source : Google
'I think there is math test '
'Ohh damn ! I not revising last night !'
'Me too '
'Ok thanks shafrina'
I burst into laughter as he call my full name , but I just let he be as just he is the only man call me by my fullname , let me think its special , let me be
Until today I like him , or lovveee him ?
I don't know what is my feeling rite now , let Allah set my destiny :)
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